Soulmate...!

"A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can completely and honestly be who we are..."

Have you found your soulmate...?

Am I Existing Or Am I Living...?

This past couple of weeks (people I live with will disagree and say it's been longer than that!) has been such a roller coaster ride for me - emotionally. Thus, this random blog...

I was watching this movie the other night and one of the characters asked the other one, "Are you existing or are you living?" I thought it was a great line. Had me asking myself the same question ever since.

So am I existing or am I living?

I've always believed in being 'there' wherever you are. Be 'there' mentally and emotionally, not just physically. Carpe diem. Live in the moment. Savour every minute.

However, I've been questioning my existence lately. Whether I'm just being there/here physically. Am I living the life that I'm supposed to be living? Am I where I'm supposed to be? Am I living in the moment on a daily basis?

What IF, in my sometimes confused and analytical head, I'm thinking that this isn't where I want to be nor is this the life I want to live or supposed to live? What do you do then? Exist or live? Do you look ahead and think about the different consequences and ramifications that will come from changing things? What do you change? Yourself or your situation?

What if you will always ask yourself, "Am I existing or am I living?"; no matter what?

How about you? Are you existing or are you living?

Happy New Year...!

Happy New Year everyone! I hope you all had a wonderful Holiday Season and hopefully you were surrounded by your loved ones. I'll be sharing stories soon when I have more time but until then, I wanted to share something I came across the web today:

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the
people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and
believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance,
take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy,
they just promised it would be worth it."

To new beginnings, new adventures, new lessons to learn, new mistakes to make, new attitude, new outlook in life, new everything. Cheers!

You...!

YES YOU!

My youngest has demanded that we listen to ONLY Christmas songs during the holidays when we're in the car. He claims he's tired of all the other songs they keep playing over and over, and he wants to sing new songs. So we've been listening to KOIT radio on 96.5 FM and all they play are Christmas songs.

I keep hearing this song and I just LOVE it! I couldn't figure out the title and/or the artist until I realized I had Shazam on my iPhone! It's an application that you enable when you want to know the info of the song playing on the radio. So I did and not only did it give me the title of the song but it gave me the artist, release date, etc. You get my drift...

Anyway, I LOVE IT! Thought I'd share it... It is Christmas after all - season for sharing :)

Enjoy!



I never felt alone, I was happy on my own.
And who would ever know there was something missing?
I guess I didn't see the possibility, it was waiting all the time,
but it never crossed my mind, till you opened up my eyes.

Now I all I think about is you, in my life, in my dreams,
in my heart I know it's true that I belong with you.
Because of you in my world, in my arms, I have everything
and now I can't imagine what I'd do without you.

I never thought love could be such a curiousity.
What attracted you to me was soo unexpected,
but it was waiting all of the time and it never
crossed my mind, till you opened up my eyes.

Now I all I think about is you, in my life, in my dreams,
in my heart I know it's true, that I belong with you.
Because of you in my world, in my arms, I have everything
and now I can't imagine what I'd do without you.

You, in my life, in my dreams, in my heart,
I know it's true that I belong with you.
Because of you in my world, in my arms, I have everything
and now I can't imagine what i'd do.

Without you, in my life, in my dreams,
in my heart I know it's true, that I belong with you.
Because of you in my world, in my arms, I have everything
and now I can't imagine what i'd do.
I can't imagine what i'd do.. Without you...

Finally, A Daughter...!

Meet our new addition to the family - Sweet Mocha!!

I've had a bad month - maybe a year! - and after a very grumpy day, I came home to a sweet surprise! Hubby got me a puppy! I've always wanted a puppy we can train and she is seven weeks old. Now eight and a half :)

The first thing that came of my mouth was, "Awww, I'm gonna name her Mocha." My youngest interjected with, "I already named her Sweet." So we compromised and gave her the name Sweet Mocha.

She is so tiny! The length of my forearm and she's kinda whiny and wimpy, but she's just a baby... She slept with my youngest on her first night at home and he came down from his room at 6am crying, "I don't want her to sleep with me anymore! She kept licking me all night and I didn't get any sleep!" He's like me when it comes to sleep - LET US SLEEP and DON'T WAKE US UP before we HAVE to wake up; or we're grumpy all day! Lol!

After that night, Sweet Mocha slept with Kuya (Oldest) for about three nights then she started sleeping with us and for the first time last night, she actually slept in her bed all by herself! Good girl!!

Anyway... check out her first outfit!!


It's been so cold lately and I feel so sorry for her when she goes outside to go #1 and #2. She's always shivering and she won't use the training pad inside the house. So last night, Kuya and I went to Target to find her sweaters, etc. Nothing fit her! The smallest was still too big! So we were browsing through the toy section, b/c I needed to pick up a gift for one of youngest's classmate's birthday present and what did we find?! A boxed set of outfit for toy puppies! Woohoo! We tried to look for other ones but this was the only one they had.

We put it on her when we got home and she loved it! Even the lil toy collar :) I'll have to go to another Target to find other ones... Hubby said, "That is so girly!" Well, duh, honey -- she is a girl after all! Lol!

Ahhh, finally - there's another bitch in the house! I'll gladly pass on my Princess crown and put on my Queen crown.

I'm STILL the bigger bitch ;-)